I am sitting here all alone cause the babies are napping and just thinking about where i've been and how far i've come!! Ten years ago I never would have thought that I would be pregnant with my fifth child!! I always wanted a big family, but never thought it would be that big! I try not to judge people and talk about anyone until I put my self in their shoes, cause you know what? Alot of people didn't think that me and Dave would have made it this far, and beleive me it's been a long road!! It just took me a long time to realize that everything does happen for a reason!! My friend told me the other day that it was fate that I was supposed to be a mother of five!! That made me feel really good! I have gotten sooo much support from everyone and I am so glad cause I thought that they would all just talk shit!! I love my life and where it's going...There are not alot of people that could do what I do every day! And there are people who can't have kids at all!! So, now every day, I count my blessings and just know that where ever I am supposed to be, I will end up there eventually!! That brings me to another subject...Me and my husband and kids will be moving to Las Vegas soon. I know every one says why Vegas?? Well my sister is there and she is one of my best friends...and my mom is moving there when we do!! It has been so long since we have all been in one place at the same time!! My kids will get to grow up with their cousins and they will have a grand parent in their life on a regular basis!! Plus it's a fresh start for us. I am soooo excited, and sad at the same time!!! I have grown close to alot of people here in Cali and don't want to leave them, but I need to think about what's best for me and my kids! I want to say thank you for all of the support from everyone!! And to everyone who has helped me since I have been here in Cali!! I love you all!!!

My Best Friend!!

I went to breakfast this morning with Maria and we talked about the accident that happened yesterday!! She is so sore that she can barely move. She was looking for a lawyer when I got there to pick her up... She tells me that the Beaumont Unified School District doesn't carry insurance!!! What!! I dont know about you but I would seriously uncomfortable sending my kids to school on a bus without them having some kind of insurance! It irritates me that this bus driver who says that she didn't see her, had all of these kids on the bus and thank god nothing happened to them!! Now poor little Ruben doesn't want to got to school again cause hes afriad that they will get hit again!! The boys are totally traumitized and now she finds out that they have no insurance! That bus totalled the only ar that she has!! She is a single mom with two boys and they have a deadbeat dad, so she gets no help!! I'm just pissed and I hope that she gets a great lawyer and teaches them a lesson for not being prepared for situations like these!!
Ok so onto another subject...so, I have the worst case of nausia ever!!! I can't wait until this part is over... I can't concetrate on anything!! I am having a hard time getting anything done...There has to be a cure for this!! If anyone knows anything that works for this, please let me know!!!

The Joys of being Pregnant!

So as you know I am pregnant with my fifth child now... I am six weeks and oh my goodness, sooo nautious!!! I just don't understand. I have gotten sick with each and every one of my kids!! Why?? I have tried everything to get rid of it and nothing works. I guess I just don't do well with the first trimester of pregnancy! After I get past it i'm great. This is the part of the proccess that I hate! So okay enough of the complaining... I seriously have the best husband in the world. Yesterday I was feeling sick all day, right?? He gets home from work and asks me how I am feeling and of course I feel sick!! So he goes into the kitchen and starts cleaning it!! He asks what the kids want to eat and feeds them, too! Makes me something to eat and then puts them to bed...I know he hates this part of the pregnancy cause he picks up alot of slack for me!! He is the best dad in the world!!! My kids are soo excited about the new baby. They all want it to be a boy...Alot of pressure for me!! I am so blessed to have such a great family!!
So, today my best friend Maria(who is also my cousin), got in a car accident right down the street from my house...I was soooo worried, but thank god she is ok! There is alot on the agenda today...I need to go and get some boxes and spacebags so I can start packing!! Daniel just got out of school, so its time for homework and chores...And then I have to go get Rylee, take out something for dinner,do some homework,and get alot of laundry done!! I will check back in later!!

My First Blog!!

I was just introduced to this site today by my cousin Amber!! I have never blogged before, but here goes nothin... I am a 28 year old mother of four beautiful kids!! I just found out about a week ago that I will soon be having my fifth! Yeah, I know...Crazy right! That's what I thought until I started telling people about it! I have gotten so much support from people. I was surprised that the people that I thought would be supportive weren't and the ones I thought didn't care gave me the best advice!
It took me a minute to get used to the idea. Now that I have had time to think about it and heard what everyone has to say....I feel like i'm truly blessed,and Everything happens for a reason. I have known since I was young that I wanted to be a mother! I work really hard with them every day! My kids are so beautiful and really well behaved. I will now thank god every day for what I have. There are some people out there that would die to have just one baby and for some reason, I have been blessed with five.
I have been with my husband for 13 years and we are happier now than we have ever been! We have been through just about everything that you could possibly imagine,both together and growing up! He has turned into the best person that I know! He is the best dad I have evr known and even now loves having each and every one of our kids! He works hard every day to provide for us and make sure that we have what we need. We just recently decided to move to Las Vegas to be closer to my family. My sister and her family are there and my mom is moving there when we do...I am sooo excited!!! I never thought that I would be close to my step dad but since I had Baylee, he has been so great! I appreciate everything that all of my friends and family have done and continue to do for me and my family!!
So, as for the rest of the day, I have to pick up Rylee soon. Then it's home to do chores, help the kids with homework, do some laundry, cook dinner, give the kids their baths,clean up and finally do some of my homework so I can take a shower and off to bed!!