I am sitting here all alone cause the babies are napping and just thinking about where i've been and how far i've come!! Ten years ago I never would have thought that I would be pregnant with my fifth child!! I always wanted a big family, but never thought it would be that big! I try not to judge people and talk about anyone until I put my self in their shoes, cause you know what? Alot of people didn't think that me and Dave would have made it this far, and beleive me it's been a long road!! It just took me a long time to realize that everything does happen for a reason!! My friend told me the other day that it was fate that I was supposed to be a mother of five!! That made me feel really good! I have gotten sooo much support from everyone and I am so glad cause I thought that they would all just talk shit!! I love my life and where it's going...There are not alot of people that could do what I do every day! And there are people who can't have kids at all!! So, now every day, I count my blessings and just know that where ever I am supposed to be, I will end up there eventually!! That brings me to another subject...Me and my husband and kids will be moving to Las Vegas soon. I know every one says why Vegas?? Well my sister is there and she is one of my best friends...and my mom is moving there when we do!! It has been so long since we have all been in one place at the same time!! My kids will get to grow up with their cousins and they will have a grand parent in their life on a regular basis!! Plus it's a fresh start for us. I am soooo excited, and sad at the same time!!! I have grown close to alot of people here in Cali and don't want to leave them, but I need to think about what's best for me and my kids! I want to say thank you for all of the support from everyone!! And to everyone who has helped me since I have been here in Cali!! I love you all!!!